이별이란 걸...

이별이란 걸...

            It’s summer. There’s no firework, and no twinkling stars at the night sky that will accompany her to the dreamland every night. Seem like every ice in her glass aren’t fresh enough to lift her mood up. It’s just a plain and hot summer for her.

          “Han?” Ji Min opened Ha Neul’s room. The room are completely mess, right now. Papers are scattered on the floor. The curtain looks shabby, swaying on one side. The fan is buzzing quietly at the corner. He can see his sister’s back view. She is busy opening her drawers looking for something.

          “Han? What are you doing?” asked Ji Min. He comes closer.

          “Get out from my way!!” Ha Neul pushes Ji Min’s hand away which disturbs her.

          “Hey? What’s wrong with you??” asked Ji Min flustered. Ha Neul stops her activity. She wipes her sweat on his forehead and sighs.

          “Sorry, I didn’t mean it. So, can you out from my room, please?” asked Ha Neul. Ji Min follows Ha Neul’s request. Maybe she needs to be alone. It just 2 days since she’s broke up with Jung Kook.

          “I’m in living room. If you need me, I’ll be there.”

^_^

          From a big white bear doll, an accessories, pictures, a journal, up to red rose on her table. She puts it all in one big box. She removes the pictures one by one on the wall and puts it in the box too.

          “Where are you going?” asked Ji Min who sits on the sofa in front of television.

          “Burning it up.” said her shortly.

          “Hey, hey, hold on girl. Is it gifts from Cookie?” asked Ji Min. Well, he is not her ‘Cookie’ anymore. Something has taken ‘Cookie’ away from her.

          “He’s not my boyfriend anymore. What are you talking about?” asked Ha Neul. Yeah, he is just Jeon Jung Kook. He’s just a stranger for Ha Neul from now on.

          “Hold on!! Ha Neul, what’s happen with you? I know you’re broke up with Cookie recently. But, what is this? Han who’s I know, she is a good and gentle girl. What is this behavior?” asked Ji Min.

          “Sorry boy, the ‘Good and gentle Han’ is gone already since 2 days ago…” Ha Neul walks passed.

          “Han are you sure about it?” asked Ji Min. He is tailing Ha Neul to the yard.

          “What do you mean? Of course I’m sure about it. What’s your problem??” asked Ha Neul. She’s staring at Ji Min.

          “No, I mean… It’s still 2 days. Can you wait a little longer?”

          “Waiting for what? Sooner or later, I’ll burn it anyway.” Ha Neul scrape a match up. Ji Min blows it up.

          “What’s your problem??!!” Ha Neul shouts out load. Ji Min takes the match from Ha Neul’s hand.

          “I’ll take the match. If you want to burn it up, you must face me.” Ji Min takes the match from Ha Neul’s hand and puts it on his pocket and walks inside.

          “Park Ji Min!!!! Please stop it. It’s my stuff, so it’s up to me!!!” But Ji Min seems not listening her.

“Ugh! That boy…” Ha Neul looking at her stuff. Little by little, there is regret.

“What a cute bear…”

“What a beautiful rose…”

“What a good looking pictures…”

“What a lovely accessories…” And she wants to burn it all up…

She takes a journal from the box.

2014, September 1^st

Today is Cookie’s birthday. We rode a Ferris Wheels in the Lotte World…

I don’t know Ha Neul is such a coward little girl, ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Cookie, I’m not a little girl, okay?

Yes, you are!!

2014, November 19^th

        What will we do today?

        Han, your brother is not allowed you to go outside today…

        So, let’s run away!!!

        Are you crazy???

        Your brother will kill me sooner or later!!!

2014, December 25^th

        It’s snowfall outside.

        Ji Min is being frustrating again!!

        Calm down, we can still plays here.

        But the snow are falling outside, I want to go outside!!

        Okay, okay, I’ll try to talk to your brother…

        Really??!! Yay! I love you!!!!

Ha Neul smiles. It’s just a few months ago. They never wrote a journal again since last Christmas. They were too busy. Yes, busy to quarreling each other every day.

          “Fool boy…” Ha Neul mumbled to herself. It’s still 2 days, but she is forget how was they broke up.

          “It’s must good to you…”

          “We never greet each other even we meet in the street. You become a stranger…”

          “You fool… It’s not suite you. You must be a warm people. Not cold as the days before…”

          Her memory about that day is faded away. Well, it’s not important to think about it right now. She can’t do anything beside to let him go. She can’t help but to smiling at every picture. Then she is remembering that there is a lighter in her right pocket.

          “Sorry… Cookie…” Ha Neul enflame the lighter and burn the corner of the picture. It keeps larger and larger. Ha Neul drop it in on the box, burning everything in there. And at the same time a big and beautiful firework is being launched to the sky, her first summer firework in this year.

And… all of it was gone just like the specks of firework dust…